Mom

It has been almost a week since the phone call came that changed so much.
When dad passed we knew it would come sooner than later. Tho for months I would see him everywhere.
When mom passed it was so unexpected. It has thrown the earth off its axis. Its spinning but it can't center itself. The first days I was almost dizzy. Now I have no feeling at all. Numb and empty. I can not think of her or talk about her. I wish we had a tape of her voice. I do not want to sleep but I don't want to be awake.
Time keeps passing and I keep moving but I don't know how or why,

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